March 2012
That moment where you stop talking to someone and...
Now that’s just sad.
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February 2012
Update on sickness.
Still hard to breathe and I don’t have the appetite to eat anymore :/ I hope I get better.
I may be imitated, but never duplicated.
Ah this quote lol
So....
I keep having these weird breathing problems. I feel like something’s wrong with my lungs. It’s like it doesn’t want to function when I’m standing up. If I breathe too hard, it makes it worse, I’m literally afraid that there’s something wrong with me…
Well bye again.
Update on my sickness.
I still don’t know what it is, maybe I should go to the hospital but I just don’t want to. I can’t concentrate on anything. I keep getting these chills. I get cold then hot then cold, and so forth. I feel like throwing up and I still can’t stand for a long period of time. I still feel like fainting and unable to breathe right. I really hate this….. I have a bad...
Going to be m.i.a from tumblr.
I don’ know for how long but until I get better. I have a huge fever and moments where I’m close to fainting. I get dizzy easily and can’t even stand for a long period of time.Plus my fingers start to tingle in a weird way and I could barely breathe. So if anyone knows about symptoms like that, just tell me. I’ll try to get on and thank you if you do know. Well bye...
Goodnight everyone!
Heading to bed now. Not feeling good :/ Leave something in the askbox if you like, sweetdreams my tumblr owls<3
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It’s only like 7 something, and I’m already sleepy. AGH.
I’m hungry but I can’t eat ):
I can’t live without my ipod. It’s the only thing that makes me feel better when others can’t.
I've decided,
I’m going to live a different life from now on. I just want things to get better and in order for that to happen, I have to change.
Finally home.
Got so f*cked up yesterday that I don’t remember much. I don’t know why I kept drinking, but I did. Locked myself in the bathroom so many times that my friends had to bust the hotel room door open just to see if I was okay. Luckily the door was easy to open even when it’s locked. Then there were times where they thought I was dead, they stayed up just to make sure I was okay....
Santa Cruz
Can’t wait until I’m actually there. (: Super excited
Roadtrip!
Heading out to the bay area tomorrow. Finally get to escape Sacramento, all my problems and just have some fun<3 Maybe staying overnight too, agh I’m excited. Hotel, beach, rides, food. Can’t wait (:
My realization.
I watched a video about drugs in my psych class. Then I suddenly realized that, I helped my parents make drugs. The video showed all these things that looked so familiar. So I thought back. I always stayed away from drugs because I knew my parents and brothers did it, but like I just suddenly realized that I helped them before. I was really young, my parents had me package them or help them make...
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That moment where someone tries to hint something...
Goodnight
Yeah, this wall of mine is gonna be up for a while.. Well goodnight everyone!
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Isolation.
Isolating myself sucks, it really does. But it keeps me from remembering the fact that I get hurt easily. I just have to keep this wall up until someone proves to me that I don’t need this stupid wall. I want to be strong, I want people to earn their way into my life. So yeah, I’m going to isolate myself. If it means that someone is willing to work their way into it, it’s worth the isolation. It...
Anonymous asked: Would you rather get attacked by 50 duck sized horses, or by 1 horsed sized duck? and explain why you choose your answer LOL
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One of the worst feelings,
is when someone tells you that they’re “used to it.” It’s like you just realized that you failed in being the better person. You told them that you’d treat them better, but instead, you did the exact same thing that they said they didn’t want to go through again.
Every girl wants to be treated like a princess....
Goodnight everyone!
Going to sleep with music on. You know what that means. Thinking time. I hate nights like this. It’s like everytime I’m about to sleep, that’s when the thinking starts. Fudge me.
Well sweetdreams my tumblr owls<3
Going to bed now, leave something in the askbox !...
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When I say that I can't explain how I'm feeling,...
Anonymous asked: last person you kissed? ^___^
Studying, leave something for me.
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Anonymous asked: I have a feeling she still loves me and cares but shes super hurt.
Anonymous asked: What should I do? Do you think I can get her back? I really care about her.
Anonymous asked: I hurt her. she hasn't talked to me since. do you think we are done?
Anonymous asked: she said she loved me. i love her. i don't know what to do.
Anonymous asked: The girl I have a thing for is not talking to me. Did she lose interest?
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Action.
Always think about what you’re going to do, before you do it. Your action affects a lot of people even when you don’t think so.
Project: Nicotine
I dislike drugs, but it’s time to pull out my art skills for my psychology class. Going to attempt to draw some nice looking hookahs, cigs, etc. Teach to you people out there that nicotine is bad for you.
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I miss the things we never got a chance to have.
A pretty dress with no use. Why did I even buy it, I hate this.
I hate how when you go out, your parents or...
It’s not like I’m a 24/7 baby makin’ machine.
It doesn't take long for people to realize things...
Still Innocent.